Well when I was a spinster I wondered when will I get married and have kids around. After marriage wanted to go back to spinster life again. Always the other side is greener. And now my kiddo is with my mom in my native and my hubby flew to Detroit last night. Now I'm all alone. I don't know how will I be surviving. And now am rehearsing the philosophy of ' Take life as it comes' in my minds. Perhaps I should use this time to do something better.